? ; Monday, February 1, 2010
The story between Jolin&Nick
no it isn't the same anymore.
have u ever thought that u are in e wrong?
im always e one apologizing.
i told u how bad u were, wat u did. all u do was reject and throwing temper on me.
have u ever really thought?
i only wan to say things out, so u noe wat im thinking about since u had mentioned i like don mind if we didn't meet.
but it seems not working already.
u said u love me, u missed me.
no.i don think so.
we've already walked through so much but still cant proof how strong our love are.
maybe our journey ends here.there's no more determination from u to build e path with me.
i feel im no longer needed anymore.becos u don even wan to make e effort to proof it to me.
i aren't important to u already.u don wan me back.
i guess,its the end.
the first pillion isn't goin to be me.my birthday will be without u again.
our chalet, our dream house,sentosa and everywhere with ur bike.
its never going to happen.
the one with the wedding dress on will not be me anymore.
i wished i were,but i noe, i cant be the one.
i nv thought the day will come so fast.or at least after ur birthday, after valentines day.
this yr's valentine, will be alone for me.
u must be busy with something.i don noe.something feel no good.
u don even bother to text me tat u've reached home.
take care boy.
i'll rmb e songs u sang from ur heart to me,hugging me at the same time.
i will miss them.
have u ever thought that u are in e wrong?
im always e one apologizing.
i told u how bad u were, wat u did. all u do was reject and throwing temper on me.
have u ever really thought?
i only wan to say things out, so u noe wat im thinking about since u had mentioned i like don mind if we didn't meet.
but it seems not working already.
u said u love me, u missed me.
no.i don think so.
we've already walked through so much but still cant proof how strong our love are.
maybe our journey ends here.there's no more determination from u to build e path with me.
i feel im no longer needed anymore.becos u don even wan to make e effort to proof it to me.
i aren't important to u already.u don wan me back.
i guess,its the end.
the first pillion isn't goin to be me.my birthday will be without u again.
our chalet, our dream house,sentosa and everywhere with ur bike.
its never going to happen.
the one with the wedding dress on will not be me anymore.
i wished i were,but i noe, i cant be the one.
i nv thought the day will come so fast.or at least after ur birthday, after valentines day.
this yr's valentine, will be alone for me.
u must be busy with something.i don noe.something feel no good.
u don even bother to text me tat u've reached home.
take care boy.
i'll rmb e songs u sang from ur heart to me,hugging me at the same time.
i will miss them.
Labels: 19 months.and fullstop is following next.
? 2/01/2010 10:46:00 AM,
NOTHINGlastforever
? ; Saturday, January 23, 2010
The story between Jolin&Nick
this is an advance post for tmr de.
becos i'll be working and aren't able to tag baobei in e morning or maybe at night.
becos i don noe if i have e chance to use e com not.
dear,since tues, its been 5days we hadn't chat on phone at night.
so long didnt hear ur voice already.excluding e voicemail u left me.
becos i didnt noe that was u.
baobei,i didnt noe actually u were lookin forward to my post for u.
i tot u were too busy having fun and his wedding to read my post and reply my tags.
imissed you so much these days.1yr6months.
i nv fail to hear ur voice everyday.this time at ipoh again.
didnt chat properly at all even in msn unlike the previous trip to ipoh.
don noe if u had taken any phoos to show me when u are back.
im oso thinking during the 5 days, did u ever fade,or u actually realize u can live better without me huh.
i kept thinking before ur departure.
y am i always the one waiting for u, waiting for u to come back home.
but after that i realize actually its nice and sweet to have someone waiting for ur return.
and oso i feel worth it to wait for someone when that person needs it.
am i right?i believe u need it, do u?
come back soon alright,mon is coming soon already.after 2days of my work, we'll be avle to meet again.
slp tight precious.sweet dreams.
becos i'll be working and aren't able to tag baobei in e morning or maybe at night.
becos i don noe if i have e chance to use e com not.
dear,since tues, its been 5days we hadn't chat on phone at night.
so long didnt hear ur voice already.excluding e voicemail u left me.
becos i didnt noe that was u.
baobei,i didnt noe actually u were lookin forward to my post for u.
i tot u were too busy having fun and his wedding to read my post and reply my tags.
imissed you so much these days.1yr6months.
i nv fail to hear ur voice everyday.this time at ipoh again.
didnt chat properly at all even in msn unlike the previous trip to ipoh.
don noe if u had taken any phoos to show me when u are back.
im oso thinking during the 5 days, did u ever fade,or u actually realize u can live better without me huh.
i kept thinking before ur departure.
y am i always the one waiting for u, waiting for u to come back home.
but after that i realize actually its nice and sweet to have someone waiting for ur return.
and oso i feel worth it to wait for someone when that person needs it.
am i right?i believe u need it, do u?
come back soon alright,mon is coming soon already.after 2days of my work, we'll be avle to meet again.
slp tight precious.sweet dreams.
Labels: i hope its worthwhile for what im doing for u.
? 1/23/2010 02:45:00 AM,
NOTHINGlastforever
? ; Thursday, January 21, 2010
The story between Jolin&Nick
baobei.
u mus have thought im working today and then didnt go to e blog to reply me huh.
im not working today.schedule changed honey.
im so bored at home nothing to do can.sian.
dear, maybe i goin out with mommy to change my phone.
im despo to change phone can.dear,wat are u doin now?
preparing for steven's wedding huh?
everyday stay at home nothing to do.im so bored!
come back and play with me....
u mus have thought im working today and then didnt go to e blog to reply me huh.
im not working today.schedule changed honey.
im so bored at home nothing to do can.sian.
dear, maybe i goin out with mommy to change my phone.
im despo to change phone can.dear,wat are u doin now?
preparing for steven's wedding huh?
everyday stay at home nothing to do.im so bored!
come back and play with me....
Labels: nothing better to do with the days without u.
? 1/21/2010 02:04:00 PM,
NOTHINGlastforever
? ; Wednesday, January 20, 2010
The story between Jolin&Nick
gd afternoon precious.
i jus woke up and quickly came to drop a note for u.
baby must be having fun shopping around right?
i want to eat ipoh hor fun, bring some back for me?
im hungry lehs.dear, wat time u reached there yesterday?
im missing u like hell.think about u whatever i do.
especially slping that time, it took me dont noe who long to rest my mind.
baobei, i think i have to learn to be stronger yea?
everytime u are goin somewhere far from me or a few days away from me,
i'll miss you like nobody business.
boy, im working on thurs, fri, sat and sun.
at least i got something to do to occupy my brain from thinking.
i wont be working be working at tamarine.
i'll be working for the pushcart and vodka store.
dear wish me luck and hope gd sales for e day im working.
im looking for job again, altho i had only 3 more months left.
baby have fun today ok?i'll be waiting^^
iloveyou ok.
i'll blog everyday, until u return.
boy, i'll wait for u to online on msn every night between 12 to 1 am.
i can online already becos i use ebuddy, not live messenger.
bye bye for now, shall continue before i go to bed.
loves.
i jus woke up and quickly came to drop a note for u.
baby must be having fun shopping around right?
i want to eat ipoh hor fun, bring some back for me?
im hungry lehs.dear, wat time u reached there yesterday?
im missing u like hell.think about u whatever i do.
especially slping that time, it took me dont noe who long to rest my mind.
baobei, i think i have to learn to be stronger yea?
everytime u are goin somewhere far from me or a few days away from me,
i'll miss you like nobody business.
boy, im working on thurs, fri, sat and sun.
at least i got something to do to occupy my brain from thinking.
i wont be working be working at tamarine.
i'll be working for the pushcart and vodka store.
dear wish me luck and hope gd sales for e day im working.
im looking for job again, altho i had only 3 more months left.
baby have fun today ok?i'll be waiting^^
iloveyou ok.
i'll blog everyday, until u return.
boy, i'll wait for u to online on msn every night between 12 to 1 am.
i can online already becos i use ebuddy, not live messenger.
bye bye for now, shall continue before i go to bed.
loves.
Labels: i must learn to be stronger.
? 1/20/2010 02:14:00 PM,
NOTHINGlastforever
? ;
The story between Jolin&Nick
these few days of blog is for my baby.
he is away from singapore and its going to be a wk.
attending his buddy's wedding at ipoh.
imissyou boy. we used to chat on e phone before turning in.
but we cant right now.i don even noe can we chat on blog oso.
facebook all this.sighs.
dear will be very busy over there, baby should be no time to miss me ba.
but i'll miss you alot de.
xiaobai will acc the whole wk. 25th Jan.
lets countdown alright?
6 more days to see u again.
dear, pls miss me when u got time ok?
this morning aren't that pleasant.
we wasted a few hrs having cold war with each other.
but i believe we will have more time after ur returns.
take alot photos and let me see ok?
iloveyou boy, really.
he is away from singapore and its going to be a wk.
attending his buddy's wedding at ipoh.
imissyou boy. we used to chat on e phone before turning in.
but we cant right now.i don even noe can we chat on blog oso.
facebook all this.sighs.
dear will be very busy over there, baby should be no time to miss me ba.
but i'll miss you alot de.
xiaobai will acc the whole wk. 25th Jan.
lets countdown alright?
6 more days to see u again.
dear, pls miss me when u got time ok?
this morning aren't that pleasant.
we wasted a few hrs having cold war with each other.
but i believe we will have more time after ur returns.
take alot photos and let me see ok?
iloveyou boy, really.
Labels: tell me u'll be coming back to me safely.
? 1/20/2010 01:01:00 AM,
NOTHINGlastforever
? ; Monday, January 18, 2010
The story between Jolin&Nick
so bored dunring work.
so took some photos.
? 1/18/2010 07:24:00 PM,
NOTHINGlastforever
? ;
The story between Jolin&Nick
hello ppl.
im back again ohs.
was busy with work and meeting up baobei.
kinda no life now, its either work or meet up with baby for awhile.
can't go out with baby and have fun.
but im happy that day.
had our lunch at Sakae Sushi.
salmon is not nice larh!shouldn't have orderes that.
their quality is not same as other outlets.
the plate of salmon ruined my appetite.
i can eat more de ok.
shop for my bag after the sushi sushi.
and i bought sweets a wallet because his wallet is worn.
not ex because its 50% sales! haha. budget budget.
den went to catch a movie at causeway, avatar!
it is a great movie. it is e best movie so far. to me.
i forgotten when i went to my couz chalet right after my work.
wat a long long journey.
but i had fun with them even tho its jus a night.
we chatted until 5plus in e morning and went to bed.
woke up at 9.30am i think becos of the small king la.
dylen my nephew. 3yrs old i think.
den brkfast at burger king and took a short nap again.
got a wake up call from baby becos i have to go home change and meet him already.
im back again ohs.
was busy with work and meeting up baobei.
kinda no life now, its either work or meet up with baby for awhile.
can't go out with baby and have fun.
but im happy that day.
had our lunch at Sakae Sushi.
salmon is not nice larh!shouldn't have orderes that.
their quality is not same as other outlets.
the plate of salmon ruined my appetite.
i can eat more de ok.
shop for my bag after the sushi sushi.
and i bought sweets a wallet because his wallet is worn.
not ex because its 50% sales! haha. budget budget.
den went to catch a movie at causeway, avatar!
it is a great movie. it is e best movie so far. to me.
i forgotten when i went to my couz chalet right after my work.
wat a long long journey.
but i had fun with them even tho its jus a night.
we chatted until 5plus in e morning and went to bed.
woke up at 9.30am i think becos of the small king la.
dylen my nephew. 3yrs old i think.
den brkfast at burger king and took a short nap again.
got a wake up call from baby becos i have to go home change and meet him already.
Labels: i need you to lead me down the road.
? 1/18/2010 07:07:00 PM,
NOTHINGlastforever
