? ; Tuesday, December 8, 2009
The story between Jolin&Nick
im trying to amend my heart myself.but i realized my heart is in the palm of your hand.
its very late now. i can't slp at all.
im listening to lil eddie's statue right now.
im filled with tears in my heart.
before i stop working, our love is fading.
i don wanna this way.but it doesn't seem to be within our control.
looking at our messages everyday, they are nothing.
no longer the sweetness, no longer the happiness.
i was wondering what happened to us nowadays.
we can overcome any obstacles.but we had never never fade.
not even a little.
your attachments, your confinements, my work,
the third party and the conflicts with your mom.
we overcame and was even closer than before.
memories had been flashing through my mind.
the first sight of you at 7-11.
the days im awaiting for yours return from Ipoh.
the first dating at cineleisure.
the first dinner we had in sumo house.
the first sweet kiss in the playground.
the first good night kiss you gave me on my forehead
the first picture we took
and
the songs we loved.
im grateful tat i was able to endure and perservere and wait for your return.
we went through so much for the past 1yr 5mths.
we had so much memories together.
but i felt that we are getting further apart from each other now.
u have been telling me u wont leave me alone.
u wont abandon me like others.
u will hold tight of my hand, in case i wanna escape.
u said its worth for my love.
i remembered u mentioned about what makes u love me.
its my smile that attracts you.
u treat me good, treat me well. dote me, love me, make me smile.
the way u touch my face, they are sweet.
whenever im sick, u'll be e first to nag at me.
restrict me from eating fried and heaty food and cold drinks.
its been so long u wanna cuddle to me.
i love to see u slping in my laps.
i love to scratch ur back.
i love to be hugged by you.
you promised me that im e only and last girl u are loving in your life.
but do dear still hold this promise?
being loved by you is a kind of fortune.
i hope everything is fine. i don wanna end this so quickly.
its a kind of dream to me, which i don wan to wake up from this dream.
hope we are still the same like the past.
i wan us to be a Perfect Couple.
the couple which others would be envious of.
iloveyou dear.
Labels: i want the past, the boy i always love.
? 12/08/2009 02:10:00 AM,
NOTHINGlastforever
