? ; Wednesday, December 16, 2009
The story between Jolin&Nick
selfish is e act i learned from this relationship.
along the journey, i became selfish.
started demanding like how u said.
u said i didnt put a thought for u.
i did everything my way.
i take evry words u mentioned lightly, avoids everything u said.
after every fights u wanna please me, tats y u sent sweet msges.
but i treat it as nothing. im cold towards u.
yea, i admit its all my fault after some deep thoughts.
i am sure selfish and unreasonable.
we are no longer that sweet. no longer that loving.
we are not the couples tat ppl envious of.not anymore.
our dreams will nv come.
wat lasting, wat forever. no, not anymore.
jus becos e selfishness i have. complaining wat should not.
everytime hoping u to take e first step to coax me, to talk to me.
i understand e stress u are having being tgt with me.
u are changing not becos e situation we are in, but me.
im e one who changed u.i've changed u into someone i am not familiar of.
i don noe if u are still loving me like before.
e way u talk to me now aren't tat sweet anymore.
i understand. there's no one i can blame but myself.
i wont force u to do wat u don like.
i wont let myself to change u again.
i will stop demanding.stop telling u wat should u do.
its all my fault. i noe. i really noe.
i noe u are tired of this relationship. tired of me.
nomatter wat is ur decision.i'll respect.
sorry boy.
Labels: i'll support wat u do.
? 12/16/2009 03:01:00 AM,
NOTHINGlastforever
